Jossan

I had a really nice skyping date with my dear friend Abbey. She's in minnesota, and I'm in Sweden. I get so sad when I'm talking to her, I miss her so much and I wish I could hang out with her. But I can't. Fortunately I can talk to her when ever I want to through Skype, but still, it's way different than talking to her in real life.

Even though I've just been home for a couple of days, it felt awkward to talk in English. The first few words were so shaky and awful, but I got in to it really fast. She told me that my english had improved so much since I came there, in september, and that I have the accent and flow like an American. That made me very happy, because that was a big part of why I did my exchange year. So I guess I reached one of my goals and it feels so amazing to be able to say that I speak fluent english, and that I could survive doing education and a life in the states, just in english. I wanted to be able to say that for so long time, and now I can. That's awesome!

I got home pretty late after a really, really nice hang out with my great friend. We talked for hours and it felt so nice having her in front of me, in real life. There were a lot of laughs today and I can easy say that being home is a very good new start of a new life for me. Because that's what it is, my life kind of starts over now and I can do what ever I want to do with that. That power feels amazing to have, and I got great views for the future. First, I'm gonna get done with high school, graduate with good grades and do the best I can. After that I'll spend a year or two abroad working, maybe as an Au Pair or at a big hotel in Latin America somewhere or in Spain. Next language to check off from the list is spanish. That's all for tonight, and I'll return with some more substantially facts about the future. But first, make sure I'll do a good job on my first day at work for ten months tomorrow. Wish me luck!

Good night!

This is me when I was doing a bikini photo-shoot some months ago!