continuance...
I'm sorry about the break I had, have been to Florida for a week (more about that later) and just felt like taking a pause from this and just relax. But now I'm back, and I want to tell you the rest of the storie I started. So here we go!
The meeting didn't take place that night either, and it started to be a bit confusing. Were we ever going to have that meeting and, again, just swallow it and pretend like everything was fine?
It took several days before Jay finally brought it up and we had the meeting. He started to ask us (Lana and me) what kind of issues we had. And we told him, right infront of Lexi and Heidi, that we had heared the rumors Lexi had told the basketball team and we were wondering if that was true and if that was an opinion the whole family had. Lexi shaked her head and denied it, which we were kind of aware of, and it was pretty predictable...
We brought up the situation when Lana and I wanted to join the play, and she said we had to find a ride home, because she didn't want to drive, and if we couldn't, we should buy a bike and ride home. We asked her about that, and she refused that too. Then we knew, she was sitting there, infront of her whole family and lied.
The first thing that came in my mind was, why are we having this meeting if everyone is just lying and denying. But after a while, tears started to fall down her cheek and she told us that we were invading her space, she felt like the third weel, we took her friends, we took her attention at home and in school, we were annoying and that we even sat by her lunch table.
Can you belive this? She hated us because we were more popular than her and that people wanted to hang out with us, more than with her. OMG!!!!
And since then, the atmosphere here is kind of awkward and you can almost touch the falseness here. I guess we'll never be close again, and that after this three months are over, we're done with each other and we'll probably never end up under the same ceiling again.
That's all I have to say about that. Of course, there we a lot of more things we were talking about, and there are thousands of situations and feelings I can write down, but honestly, I'm too lazy and tired to tell. This was the main facts and now you know.
Good night people, Florida pics are coming tomorrow (maybe)
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